the heat is making me stupid. I really don't know what I'm doing. Its awesome

I am westpenta.

Hardly anyone knows what that means to me, so I've decided to briefly exlplain it. (Believe me, you don't want the long version). Oh and, this all kinda goes into my Wiccan beliefs so some of this may seem strange.

So lets look at the pentagram. Five points. Start from the top and go clockwise. Spirit, Earth, Air, Fire, Water. All of those elements have a direction. Center, North, East, South, West.

West = Water

And to me, water is wisdom (all the elements have meanings like this too).

West = Water = Wisdom

Hold up a second Caitlynn, aren't you a leo? Why yes I am. Leo is a fire sign and fire is passion.

So whats with with the water? Well, when I was a freshman me and three other girls assigned ourselves elements and I got water.

Why? Because while there is fire in my heart, there is water in my soul.

I live with my heart on surface and if you know me you know what that means. "Westpenta" is something deeper.

So whats the "penta" in "westpenta" mean? Let me explain, well kinda. The pentagram is a five-pointed knot that ties everything together. Everything is connected, everything happens for a reason.

Once I learned this meaning to the pentagram I realized the reason for my past was to make me who I am today. My past has made me wise.

So westpenta means...?

It means theres more to me then whats on the surface. And not to bag on my surface, I'm mean, basically what you see is what you get...its just that the reasons for what you see...well its interesting, to say the least.

Questions, Comments? Shoot.

Confused? Imagine what would happen if you could read my mind for just one day... this would all make perfect sense.

I am westpenta.

I'd love to, just this once, know exactly whats going to happen.

I can't get out of my head right now. About a million things are getting to me at each moment, its frustrating and confusing. Its impossible to function right now!

Do you think my writing has improved?